This is an ill advised theme, it should really stretch me out. As I grab thoughts and sort through my mind...
I remembered this one time, I got spooked really badly. I looked over and a child's face was pressed against our bedroom window. It's an urban apartment, not that unusual to have peeps outside your window. But we lived on the second floor. I rushed to the window, and there was no ladder, no boxes. no kids scampering away on top of each other giggling. It was silent outside.
okay weird
I don't believe in ghosts. I believe in logic and science and sensible explanations. Even when I have experiences to the contrary. I believe in sense.
We went to a charismatic church for a sing along. It was one of those earnest churches where people try to convert you and check out if you are saved. Very obnoxious bunch those Cursillo peeps. Pushy and intolerant for all their glad-handing and back slapping.
But they have joy and they practice healing and the laying on of hands. and well we were spies from another church, always up for a new experience. Adventuresome.
I lose myself easily in music. The choir was kicking it that Wednesday night. They were warmed up and going to town on some gospel song, not in the Episcopalian hymnal.
I was kneeling as I recall, and looked up to the altar, when I noticed a pinkish filmy cloud appear as the song went into its climax. I tried to nudge Danny to see if he could see it to. It was an angelic happy plasma of swirling joy but it was visible as least to me. I was delighted and watched it swirl around and change direction before vanishing. It had streaks of gold in it and pink and a color like baby blue and beiges, and whites. The closest thing I know in real life is the surface of a soap bubble caught in sunlight.
I mentioned it later to the crowd, rather timidly. That spirit filled bunch: some looked at me with disbelief, some with speculation and one said. I think I saw it too.
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Danny and I used to have dreams that meshed together, when we were younger. I had forgotten this one. ...
I woke up with a vision of an Angel hovering over our headboard. White feathered wings, the whole nine yards. I wake up Danny and I whisper, there's an Angel above us. He opens one eye, looks and says. I see it too.
Then we both fall back to sleep like nothing weird had just happened. Just another night with an angel hovering round.
smiles
Blog Manifesto
Blog Manifesto
This blog is dedicated, as the title would suggest, to the qualities of being young. We are young writers. We are playful and sensitive, fluid and changing. We are unashamed with our art. We wonder at the world, puzzle over the meanings of things and twirl in delight at images and ideas that float by, grabbing at them as they pass. We are curious and constantly inquiring and prying concepts open and taking assumptions apart. We are on the ground, close to the earth. We have bare feet and wiggle our toes into nature. We carry our blankies still and wrap up cozy and comfy with each other and tell ghost stories and shiver at creepy things. We laugh and we cry and we take a lot of naps, drained from our outings and exertions.
We write as gifts to each other, tying them up in ribbon and leaving them around for each other to find, hiding and waiting for the person to wake up and read. Surprise! We weave our stories together to create a bond. One writes, then the other. then another again. We have a shared reality that we have crafted, bit by piece by patch, by string. We write simple, honest authentic things, with our unique voices. You can tell each one of us from the other, without knowing who wrote what. Our voices are clear and gentle and original. We whisper and our personalities roar! Like children, our feelings are strong, our passion for what we write shakes us. We are moved and sometimes left breathless, by our own words or the words of each other. We cannonball into each others spaces. We fall backward into each others writing, like into a pile of leaves or a soft bed. We gobble and grin and ask for more. (footnote kudos to JC)
Then we go to bed, wake up to a new day and do it all over again!
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