Overnight I worked it out while I slept I suppose. Because I woke up this morning with a new perspective.
The more stories I tell, the more I remember. I had forgotten...
Who does that? Who moves beehives in a boat? Were you nuts? Just traipse off into the levees... with scoundrels. Criminals that get arrested and escorted out of town with the police lights on you. Driving home with them lit up with moonshine and insisting that they swap out drivers for a more sober one.
I did that?
And now sitting so still and in such a small place.
I faltered in my self esteem.
Last night reckless abandon smacked me in the face.
What have you done lately, look at what you've become.
I faltered and looked for excuses.
Then JC sang a few light lines in chat. It was a bandaid that stopped the flow and allowed me to wait and sleep.
And when I awoke, I had remembered my son's childhood. So many stories.
And I realized I had been very busy in a great adventure.