Blog Manifesto

Blog Manifesto


This blog is dedicated, as the title would suggest, to the qualities of being young. We are young writers. We are playful and sensitive, fluid and changing. We are unashamed with our art. We wonder at the world, puzzle over the meanings of things and twirl in delight at images and ideas that float by, grabbing at them as they pass. We are curious and constantly inquiring and prying concepts open and taking assumptions apart. We are on the ground, close to the earth. We have bare feet and wiggle our toes into nature. We carry our blankies still and wrap up cozy and comfy with each other and tell ghost stories and shiver at creepy things. We laugh and we cry and we take a lot of naps, drained from our outings and exertions.

We write as gifts to each other, tying them up in ribbon and leaving them around for each other to find, hiding and waiting for the person to wake up and read. Surprise! We weave our stories together to create a bond. One writes, then the other. then another again. We have a shared reality that we have crafted, bit by piece by patch, by string. We write simple, honest authentic things, with our unique voices. You can tell each one of us from the other, without knowing who wrote what. Our voices are clear and gentle and original. We whisper and our personalities roar! Like children, our feelings are strong, our passion for what we write shakes us. We are moved and sometimes left breathless, by our own words or the words of each other. We cannonball into each others spaces. We fall backward into each others writing, like into a pile of leaves or a soft bed. We gobble and grin and ask for more. (footnote kudos to JC)

Then we go to bed, wake up to a new day and do it all over again!

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

disrespect

rehearsal was going.. as well as could be expected.  ronnie runs his rehearsals with a lot of chit-chat, guffaws, and gum chewing unprofessionalism.  one afternoon rehearsal with soloists and orchestra, dinner, then right straight into the performance at 7pm.

this was the third time in 9 years jc sang the magnificat with this choir and orchestra.  he was confident, but nervous as always.  two new replacement soloists added to the intensity of the moment.  young kids just out of college, all fluttery and ready to sing.  like puppies you just want to pat on the head and instruct to sit and stay.

small talk began during the choral numbers.  he hated small talk.  especially the kind that included name dropping and 'my teacher this..' and 'my teacher that..'.  and then the inevitable.. 'well, you are a veteran..' rolled right off the tenor's tongue and jc wanted to punch this guy.  instead, he grinned, put on his old geezer glasses, crossed his leg, pulled out his score, and ignored the kid.

the first solo was for the young tenor.  he had a nice, typical conservatory sound.  resonant, heavy, and pushed.  just exactly the sound that gets tenors roles but finishes their careers fairly early. 

and then, it was time for jc to sing.
he stood up. 
and as he stood.. there was a collective gasp behind him.

the tenor was standing too.

why the hell was the tenor standing?

for a brief moment, all eyes were on jc.  shock and embarrassment and then rage coursed through him within seconds.  time seemed to stand still.  everyone was frozen.  the orchestra staring, the choir silent behind him,  ronnie even stopped chewing his gum in his bewilderment.  no one moved a muscle or rustled a page. 

and then he spoke..

ahem.  ronnie, who will be singing this solo?

oh.  i dont really care which of you sings it.  you two duke it out.  ronnie blurted offhandedly.

WHAT? 
-followed by dead silence.

you need to make a decision.

the tenor piped in his two cents.  'doesnt matter to me, old man.'  but didnt take a seat.

ronnie, are you going to make a decision.?

ronnie just stared.. unsure yet unbudging.

jc took a very long, relaxed breath and looked around the room.  all eyes were still riveted to him.  he glanced back at the choir, smiled casually, and took a seat.

rehearsal resumed.  afterward, the tenor leaned in and explained in a somewhat panicky tone, 'ronnie called me and told me to learn the solo.'  jc shrugged.  poor kid was caught in the middle.  let him have his moment.


it would be a long time before he ever sang with this organization again.








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