Blog Manifesto

Blog Manifesto


This blog is dedicated, as the title would suggest, to the qualities of being young. We are young writers. We are playful and sensitive, fluid and changing. We are unashamed with our art. We wonder at the world, puzzle over the meanings of things and twirl in delight at images and ideas that float by, grabbing at them as they pass. We are curious and constantly inquiring and prying concepts open and taking assumptions apart. We are on the ground, close to the earth. We have bare feet and wiggle our toes into nature. We carry our blankies still and wrap up cozy and comfy with each other and tell ghost stories and shiver at creepy things. We laugh and we cry and we take a lot of naps, drained from our outings and exertions.

We write as gifts to each other, tying them up in ribbon and leaving them around for each other to find, hiding and waiting for the person to wake up and read. Surprise! We weave our stories together to create a bond. One writes, then the other. then another again. We have a shared reality that we have crafted, bit by piece by patch, by string. We write simple, honest authentic things, with our unique voices. You can tell each one of us from the other, without knowing who wrote what. Our voices are clear and gentle and original. We whisper and our personalities roar! Like children, our feelings are strong, our passion for what we write shakes us. We are moved and sometimes left breathless, by our own words or the words of each other. We cannonball into each others spaces. We fall backward into each others writing, like into a pile of leaves or a soft bed. We gobble and grin and ask for more. (footnote kudos to JC)

Then we go to bed, wake up to a new day and do it all over again!

Saturday, February 25, 2012

birdie...the ghost

When I was younger…much younger, one of my friends had an Ouiji Board. I used to go by her house and watch them play around with it. Back then I thought it was a put on and it never scared me. They used to talk to it, ask it questions and their hands would move around the table for the answers. Weird!

Then they asked a question: Is there a ghost in this house?
The power took their hands to “yes”.
Does the ghost have a name?
Their hands were directed to b i r d i e. Hmmm birdie. That’s a silly name for a ghost.
They swore that birdie lived upstairs in this 100+ year old house. They would hear strange noises throughout the day and night.
Lights would flicker.
Footsteps walking on the wood floor creaking through the boards.

I was reluctant to stay overnight. Even though I don’t believe in ghosts, I don’t want to take the chance. The chance that perhaps if I did stay and I did hear noises, I would be frozen in time. At the age of 14, you did the “in” thing… You smoked and drank to fit in. You wanted to be cool…not called a scardy cat…or chicken or big baby…Not good for the reputation!

Well, I ended up marrying into this family. Strange but true! I would never make my presence known when no one else was there… just in case.
Don’t call me scared, don’t call me chicken and don’t call me a baby…I was just being cautious.
Of all the times I was there, I never heard or seen anything unnatural. So, to me, I was thinking that they all just played the game and let there imaginations get trapped in their minds. They still talked of “birdie” but that’s all it was is talk. Until…..
When my in-laws passed, the kids had to get the house ready for selling. One thing that needed to be done was in one of the upstairs bedrooms, there was wallpaper that definitely needed to be removed. I along with hubby, and a couple of hubbys siblings were upstairs wettening the wallpaper and scraping it off the walls. Hubby went downstairs. I turned around and I am the only one left in that room. I just keep on scraping.
I do hear a voice, I do have a feeling of something strange going on and I do get goose bumps. I flew down the stairs and never took that walk up those steps again. Even though I never had an encounter with “birdie”, I do believe that there actually was someone not visible to the human eye in that house. A ghost, maybe not but a spirit, yes. Besides, Sylvia Brown says it happens all the time. I went to 2 of her sessions. I am a believer!
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My neighbor lady’s husband passed away in the house they had lived in for many years. Lights would turn on, lights would turn off and the same with the t.v. His hands rubbing against the wall as he would make his way to their bedroom. She was never alone.

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